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Fine ( Quarantine Session 5​.​20​.​20)

by Marcus Jade

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I wrote this track a few years ago. I was staying at a friends place, sleeping on their couch. There was alot happening around me in which I felt like I had to face by myself, everyday. The amount of stress felt unbearable. All of this is to say I tried to maintain a sense of normalcy, which I've come to realize it was never real. I felt like my life was a mess. I felt completely down on myself and I wrote this song trying to make sense of it. Even the loneliness that have been this shadow that follows me. It is what it is, because there were moments that I thought I was going to kill myself and never see that shadow again. Now, we're here and this song has always been in my back pocket to really put together and almost explain myself. Try to explain that I'm not out partying, and dating alot, or drinking alot. Most days and nights, even with right now, I just find myself alone. In the midst of everything.

~M

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AND THERE ARE NIGHTS I'M ALL ALONE
IM JUST TRYING TO FIGURE OUT
MY OWN SENSE OF
IDENTITY

BUT ISNT IT OBVIOUS
I'M JUST STUCK IN MY DEAD SENSE OF LIVING
I JUST WANT TO FEEL LIKE IM FNE

AND I DONT WANT TO FACE THE WORLD TODAY,
I GET WINDED BY THE WORDS I JUMBLE
I DONT WANT TO LET THEM SLOW ME DOWN

BUT ISNT IT OBVIOUS,
IM JUST STUCK STUCK IN MY CIRCULAR THINKING
I JUST WANT TO FEEL LIKE IM FINE

GOTTA CHASE THIS HIGH TO GET AWAY FROM
THE THOUGHTS THAT PROJECT INSIDE MY HEAD
I DONT WANT TO LET THEM DRAG ME DOWN

BUT ISNT IT OBVIOUS
I'M JUST STUCK IN MY FALSE SENSE OF REALITY
I JUST WANT TO FEEL LIKE IM FINE

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released May 20, 2020
written and produced by Marcus Jade

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Marcus Jade Brooklyn, New York

Marcus Jade is a blues musician, songwriter, and poet. Born in Indiana. Currently in Brooklyn, NY

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